Ain't no Judas

The further we go the farther our emotions catch up with us. When will we set ourselves free from the guilt of living?

buried them away

The world is just a big kinder surprise. There is in no way we can decipher how our life will turn out. Sometimes we get the good toys and sometimes we acquire the bad ones. At times the good dies early and the good things happen to bad people. Nevertheless, we shouldn't let the inequity of life hinder us from finding our joy

Baffle

It's such a detrimental thing whenever my family keeps on opposing to the facts that I'm stating. It's such an easy thing for them to turn the tables on me when they know they are at fault. They make me feel bad for something I'm unaccounted for or something I have no hold of. They just believe at the things they want to believe. Sometimes they believe at lies that fits their conventional way of thinking, so that they won't be bothered into justifying their actions. At times they have to misconstrued their own action just to uphold their reputation - to look good in front of other people. In some instances I feel my family is lacking the maturity to take full responsibility of their own actions. They judged but they fail to judge their own self enough to understand that they too have their own shortcomings. They see the bad in people but outlook their own monstrosity. But, don't you get me wrong when I write about the things my family does. It doesn't mean I completely want to disown them, its just that I don't completely agree with the things they do. The fact that they are so insensitive when something baffles them and in the end, they are hurting other people (like me!). I'm quietly hoping that one day they will be brave enough to battle their demons and realize that the world does not revolve around them.

R2D2

How my desktop looks now. Google Chrome and Nikon Transfer software weren't cooperating with me. 

I couldn't find a proper R2D2 as a wallpaper so I decided to create one of my own. I didn't used a mouse or a tablet so it was quite a painful to make this and it's a little sloppy. But I'm still pleased with the outcome.

Burger & Beer

April 8th 2011

So my day begun waking up and figuring out the details to my day. Texts were going back and forth about where to go, what time and what not. So anyway, my friends (Steph C. and Joel) and I plan to go and see 'Your Highness' at Fairview Mall. I liked it but it wasn't as funny as 'Pineapple Express' but it's quite good still. It has it moments but at some point it was lacking that lustre in the witty department. Some jokes were funny, some jokes were just dry. James Franco and Natalie Portman made the movie for me. Not just because they are just beautiful people but their acting is just splendid. But what irks me is the kissing scene... I'm not going to spoil it. But anyway, I still would recommend for people to watch it. Maybe watch it when you're high. I think you're supposed to watch it when you are high. LOL
So after the movie, we headed downtown to meet another friend, Joanna. But we were waiting for a bunch of people too so that we can go to this "pub". We walked to College and stayed inside College Park. We simply catch up about things. I'm pretty sure I didn't contribute as much because I'm not in a relationship and I don't like voicing out any kind of opinion if I, myself, have never been in a situation. Our friend, Alvin and his UTSC friends finally arrive at the pub or bar called "W Burger Bar". The place was tiny and I wouldn't really call it a pub. I ordered a beer which I wasn't quite too fond of. I'd rather take shots. It was a good night still and I met new people. There were only like 3 girls and 6 guys. Definitely a sausage fest but it was quite fun. They were good people to hang out with! I had lots of fun and I need more nights like that. And hopefully, there will be more! :)

I didn't take any picture because I didn't bring my camera (I need to get a smaller cam to lug around with me) but here's a webcam picture of what I wore

Velma Kelly

My hair inspiration - VELMA KELLY from Chicago

I cut my bangs! And it's either I look like a douche or I look super asian. Whatevs, werqin' it still!

Mad Scientist

Ombre/gradient nails

New MAC lippy in Cyber

Today was an off day for me. On my way to work this morning, I was like so depressed and on the verge of crying on the bus. But no worries, folks... I didn't! To cheer myself up, I bought a MAC lipstick in Cyber! I wanted a dark plum lipstick for the longest time and I finally got it. I know it's pretty materialistic but whatever! But to counter that petty action of mine, I made someone's day today. If you want to get to know me and be my friend, go ahead. Just no expectations. But anyway, the whole day my back was in so much pain. During my break, I had to run to Walmart to get those pain reliever patches. It only worked for 20 mins, I swear. It said "Ultra Strength" on the package too. Those things are such a tease. I need to go see the doctor soon. I'm also worried about something else too. It's getting me down so much, even just the thought of it happening is making my limbs ache. Let's hope its nothing.

What remains

Time is ticking away, people are constantly moving but the pain remains. The sadness never fails to show itself at every opportunity. Sometimes it really hurts to look at pictures, even if it's far from relation to the situation. Sometimes you wonder what happened during those times. Then it hits you that no matter what you do... you can never go there. You will never know. It will never happen because it's gone. It's gone. I'm tired of feeling this pain but I'm holding on to every memory that I could remember. It hurts but it's the only thing I have. Its the only thing that remains - that, the love and the grief.

Destination

There is a reason why my fate brought me here. But I think I'm slowly outgrowing that reason - or maybe I already did. And, that's why this feeling of leaving this town keeps resurfacing. There's always that feeling that what I'm looking for is not here. Although it's not like I know what I'm looking for. Yet its more the reason to go out into the world and find what it is. This is not my final destination. 'Cause I'm sure I'm not quite there.

Hotwire

This is so cute!

Oh spring

A strand of my vision - Part I

I still need to work on this a wee bit more

Going to work on part 2 of this "artistic" project on Friday.

Bill Cunningham

Come on, Come on talk to me

Bon Iver's cover of "Come talk to me"


Peter Gabriel - "Come talk to me" (Original version)

A no-Whimsy OOTD

V-neck: American Apparel, Necklace: F21

Belted pants: F21

Wedges: Winners

Today I had the WHMIS training with my 9 other co-workers. We learned about hazardous materials and other safety precautions. It only took us 2 hours to go through it. So for the hour left, we worked on the denim walls. 

Ootd - March 27th 2011

Top: Kamiseta (a gift from Philippines)

Trouser - Forever 21

Shoes: Forever 21

A casual get up for a casual day. My family just had a small gathering today and its at my house so I just need to keep it simple. And, if you're asking why I'm wearing heels... well I didn't want to take pictures with me barefoot. Plus, if I did go out and the weather is very beautiful I would pair this outfit with that pair of heels.

Hannah + Shad + Dallas

"Thick Skin" - Hannah Georgas


"Live Forever" - Shad & Dallas Green

Ootd - March 25th 2011

Sucker Punch

This movie was badass. The plot line was alright, could be better. But I thoroughly enjoyed it! AND I'm so going to be BABY DOLL for Halloween this year! Watch out for that! :)

misadventures + city & colour

JUNO BLOCK PARTY @ METRO HALL. (Shad, Hannah Georgas and City & Colour performed). 

Steph (Choo-Choo) enduring the cold for Dallas Green

Our PATH adventure begins

Choo's badass red Hunter boots

PATH map

Navigating through the PATH is serious business

Sketch

Sketchy-err

Asian restaurant with a very adorable server (Hi, Curtis!)

Spring rolls!!!

A few friends and I attended the JUNO Block Party as part of the JUNO week celebration (Big ups for my co-worker who tweeted about it!). In my opinion, JUNO should be in June. Just a suggestion. But anyway, we stood in the cold just for City and Colour which was pretty worth it. I guess. Shad open the show. At the end of his act, Dallas Green joined him on stage and they sang "Live Forever". Then he was followed by Hannah Georgas. Her voice is so amazing! It was my first time hearing about her and I totes grew fond of her immediately. The last act was, of course, CITY AND COLOUR! By this time, we left the crowd. It was too cold, we're dying of second-hand smoking and had to urinate plus its so much better to be at the very back with lots of room to enjoy the band's music.

After awhile, we decided to go down the PATH and find a food place with soup. Every store inside the Path was close. We had our very own little adventure navigating around the Path. I would say it was a far walk but as long as we were indoors! We finally got to Asian Bowl (At Yonge). It was almost closing so we felt bad for our uberly cute server. But it's okay, he's making money! We ordered their Viet special which was Beef Pho + Spring rolls for $11.99! Quite a good deal. After our late dinner, we went home. It was quite a good day.